Sometimes the hardest and most important truths to realize are the ones that seem so basic and easy to understand.
For me, it’s like my heart and head have completely different ideas and agendas.
It’s been 3 months since P and I broke up and 6 weeks no contact. And while my head is completely secure in the knowledge that our deep connection has been irrevocably severed by his fear and cowardice, my heart still misses him so much sometimes. It creeps up on me out of nowhere and reminds me of the devastating pain and loss that almost crushed me 3 months ago.
Time does heal the pain but it still sucks. Especially given the fact that while I have many virtues, unfortunately patience is not among them.