I loved you with all my heart & soul mistakenly believing you to be whole Devoted to me while I adored you
Our love grew strong, so special & new.
Days passed in glorious wonder
Like the spell of my angeleyes
you appeared to be under
U had never known love
until I showed you the way
Though I loved you so dearly,
In the end you could not stay.
Hearts bound together
through time and space.
But now that heart is broken
an empty chamber in its place.
I continued to grieve and mourn
what might have been.
Never realizing our fate was cast
at the moment of first sin.
Beneath a cold fresh bed of snow
A flower dies without
a chance to grow.
A baby gone before
it took its first breath.
Our once joyous dreams
died a sad lonely death.
A promise unfulfilled,
a love that will never be.
I still had hope one day you’d see
U were my everything.
No one will ever capture
your heart like me.
After 8 months, I really needed to say goodbye to P. While I did have a few poems published years ago, this is my first attempt in over 8 years. So please be gentle. Thanks Kc 🙂
While the poem may be sad, I can honestly say that I am not. I am happy and hopeful for the next chapter of my life, whatever that may be. I’m going where the love is!
You’re finally able to let go sis. I’m proud of you 🙂
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Yes he can stay with Mrs Schwarzenegger forever NOT having sex lol
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That’s a scary thought you know! Lol
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Not for me. I don’t have to deal with all his issues, quirks, dysfunction n drama ever again. He screwed up 🙂
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You’re happy he screwed up ?!?!
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No not happy he screwed up. But he chose her n she doesn’t want him cause she’s ????? A frigid narcissist lol
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Thanks sis!
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I’m finding writing is cathartic for me as well. Your writing seems to strike a chord with others in similar situations. To inspire and give hope to others is a gift, both to them and yourself. It appears as though that writers block you referred to a while back is no longer an issue. 😃
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I’m glad writing helps you too. Actually that block is what was holding me back. I didn’t realize how afraid I was to fail. Seems silly n egotistical now lol. Thank you for your kindness. I’m humbled you think I can inspire anyone lol.
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I’ve always held the belief that creativity is a no-lose situation. It’s very subjective as to who will like or not. But, if it comes from the heart there can be no right or wrong, pass or fail. And, if it makes you feel better? Just put it out there. If someone doesn’t like it or doesn’t think it’s good enough? Too effin bad. And yes, you inspire. You’ve displayed strength, resolve, vulnerability, and the ability to choose a healthy path. Sounds inspiring, right? 😃
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Yeah it does. Are we still talking about me? Lol
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But of course. Keep writing. What anyone else thinks is inconsequential. You do it for you. Kick that fear in the arse! Ignore the critics. Hey man, ill steal your material and say, “go where the love is”. Life’s too short to fear others opinions of you. If they don’t like it, they suck! 💪
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I absolutely believe life is too short for fear. No critics yet so let’s not jinx it lol. I gotta trademark/copyright that don’t I? 🙂
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You should! Could be sittin on a gold mine!!!
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Well its no lets get ready to rumble lol
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Eh, that’s tired and played out anyway. Besides, lovin is more fun than rumblin anyway
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Yes it is lol
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Reminds me of the Dos Equis commercial with The Most Interesting Man In The World: “He’s a lover, not a fighter…but he’s also a fighter, so don’t get any ideas!”
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Lol I enjoy those silly commercials
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I actually met that guy once at a Derby party.
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Cool!
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He was pretty cool but I don’t know that I’d go so far as to say he’s REALLY the most interesting man in the world. 😃
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Lol noooo silly he’s just an old actor.
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Yep, just like most things in life, the reality is usually less glamorous than the fantasy.
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Duh! Living in NY I have met a ton of celebrities (Matt Damon, Adam Sandler, Jay-Z actually kept me from getting my ass kicked years ago when my idiotic friend dragged me to a club n we were the only white girls lol). Fame, power n money doesn’t impress me. When people act kind n sweet that impresses me 😉
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Amen Sista!
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Lol 😉
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Melancholy and Beautiful 🙂
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Thank you. Goodbyes aren’t easy but after 2 years? And 8 months since we have seen one another? It’s time to move on 🙂
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I feel tearful reading this. You are further down the path than I am x
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I’m sorry you’re hurting. Unfortunately I have been on a similar path. The pain was devastating but I’m okay. I’m happy. Sending you hugs xo.
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Did yours go back to his wife and stay back?
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Yes n 8 months later he calls says he’s separating. Yeah right lol. She’s a frigid narcissist n he’s addicted to the abuse.
Ohhh but now she spends hours a day at gym. I thought she would b thin n tight lol. Omg she looks like Arnold Schwarzenegger with smaller boobs n woman’s face!!!! Lol Scary
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So is he not separating? Would you not have him back?
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He asked me to just meet him for dinner about 20 times. I kept saying no. We were together a year and a half. He told her he wanted out then when she threatened n manipulated he changed his mind. She will always manipulate. She’s a frigid narcissist lol. N he’s screwed up. No I won’t be second choice to a selfish crappy mom. What about you?
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Beautiful 🙂
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Thank you 🙂
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Beautifully written, speaks once heart…
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Thank you 🙂
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Those words definitely came from your heart. Beautiful
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They did, thank you. Hope u are well xo
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its healthy to put your emotions down on paper….love the poem it spoke to my heart…purge the feelings from your self….its all good for you….
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I have always found it cathartic writing my thoughts down. I haven’t written poetry since before my Mom died. Thanks for the support.
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I like what I read of your poetry so far….keep it up….
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Thnx. I will try 🙂
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perfect.
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Thank u. That means the world to me xo
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Beautiful.
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Thank you. A bit rusty but I’ll get better lol
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