Life is too short to waste on people who are too scared and damaged to keep you in their life. I must remember NEVER to make a priority of anyone who makes me an option. I definitely believe that everything happens for a reason. But I will be damned if I know why I cared so much for someone who proved himself to be worth so little.
How could I have loved such a totally clueless fool? LOL I get love being blind, but is it deaf and dumb as well??? I know everyone is probably as sick of hearing about all this as I am of feeling like such an idiot. But I would implore you for your patience and support for just a short while. I am sorting through all that has happened and then I promise you will not have to hear anything more about Putz (yes I thought it was a fitting name). Then I will forget about him and never let him bother me again. I love hard and true, but when I am done? I’m done and there is no going back. That is just who I am.
Sorry I am not yet back to my positive, happy self but at least it’s real n honest. I think that’s always better than being fake.