Why was I always so 100% sure we were meant to be together? I mean like more sure than I have ever been about anything in my whole life sure. Now I’m a bit scared and freaked out that I could have been so completely wrong about someone. I do know I should have cut off all contact last November when we broke up. He has never once chosen me (he says he did in June before his son threatened suicide when they announced they were separating and he got sucked back in but that’s crap). He is actually waiting for the narcissist to tell him she doesn’t love him so he can leave!! Yeah, he’s gonna be waiting a LONG LONG time lol. Some people are just more comfortable being treated like crap and he is one of them.
Most women, myself included, need to know they are #1 in the heart of the man they love to feel happy and secure in the relationship. After choosing to stay with her over and over and over, he could never possibly hope to make me ever believe that. And I am too good a woman to ever come second to a lying, manipulative, shoplifting, crazy narcissistic piece of trash like her. He’s a blind fool and I am finally starting to believe they truly do deserve one another lol.