| Life is Like a Roller Coaster Ride on WordPress.com

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This REALLY helped me today! Lately, I have been happy and content. I do not feel like there anything lacking in my life. And I am very grateful about that.

But it’s always there in the back of my mind. It is a big pink elephant in the room. Sex is important and I miss it. I miss passion, intimacy and everything that goes with it. Only 1 more month and although I am scared and terrified, I will start to make plans to separate.  I cannot imagine my life without him but I also cannot remain in a sexless marriage any longer and I have no other choice.

It still seems kind of unreal to me that after 10 years, it’s come to this.  I definitely don’t think he believes that I will, which is absolutely crazy.  I don’t know what’s going through his head, I just know that as much as I love him, I cannot sacrifice that part of myself any longer than I already have.  It’s that tragic and that simple all at the same time.

Here’s to 2016 and going where the love and great sex is!!!

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54 thoughts on “| Life is Like a Roller Coaster Ride on WordPress.com

  1. blooming shadow says:

    “True happiness n great sex” is a brilliant toast ! Cheers, lady 🍻 Can’t imagine the loneliness I’d feel in a sexless marriage and definitely don’t take it for granted that the hubs and I have an evenly matched (high) libido. And regardless of how amazing your relationship is with your husband, without regular loving being part of it, I would think a “soul-level” closeness is being forfeited? Like sonofabeach96, I hope your hubs realizes you’re serious and starts getting to the root of his issue. Hang in there.

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  2. lisafab says:

    I’m a huge lover of quotes…I have them everywhere! Just started following you and it looks like u have a lot going on….I’m looking forward to reading your blog….

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  3. XandrewX says:

    Lovely words Emma, but for me ‘Be content with what you have’ is a tricky one :/

    (Shame we both don’t live in the same country cause I’m looking for, err ……….. lol any sex will do!)

    Thinking of you 🙂 x

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