This REALLY helped me today! Lately, I have been happy and content. I do not feel like there anything lacking in my life. And I am very grateful about that.
But it’s always there in the back of my mind. It is a big pink elephant in the room. Sex is important and I miss it. I miss passion, intimacy and everything that goes with it. Only 1 more month and although I am scared and terrified, I will start to make plans to separate. I cannot imagine my life without him but I also cannot remain in a sexless marriage any longer and I have no other choice.
It still seems kind of unreal to me that after 10 years, it’s come to this. I definitely don’t think he believes that I will, which is absolutely crazy. I don’t know what’s going through his head, I just know that as much as I love him, I cannot sacrifice that part of myself any longer than I already have. It’s that tragic and that simple all at the same time.
Here’s to 2016 and going where the love and great sex is!!!