How To Forget Someone

How To Forget Someone by Om Swami

People go through ups and downs all the time. On the journey of life, we meet a mix of travelers. It is unlikely that we will only meet a certain type, or only those we like or dislike. After all, it is not a one-way road. At any time, the traffic flows both in and against our direction. Sometimes some people or events can hurt you so bad that you just want to erase them from your memory. You have even forgiven them, you want to move on but you find yourself unable to do so. Take it easy. It’s only human.

There are generally two possibilities that make you remember anyone: either you love that person or you hate that person. And there are only three reasons that make you want to forget somebody. One, their thought wells up negative emotions in you and throws you off-balance. Two, you still love them deeply but they have moved on. Three, despite your love, they don’t love you back. In any case, it hurts. If their memory doesn’t trigger any positive or negative emotion in you, there would be no need to forget that person. In fact, if you neither love nor hate the person you are trying to forget, you will forget them automatically. When their memory sparks neither good nor bad in you, it means you have moved on. But what to do when you do want to forget them? Read on.

If you find yourself thinking about that person, hold a mini self-dialog as the first step. Accept that you are missing them and that you are hurt. Talk to yourself. Repeat it a few times and watch your mind releasing the thought of that person. Releasing their memory is crucial if you want to forget them. A while back, I wrote an article on how to take your mind off unwanted thoughts during your meditation. You can read it here. Apply the same principle.

Give yourself time and each time their thought arises, simply and gently focus your mind elsewhere. Promise yourself that anytime you are reminded of them, you will not let that ruin your peace. And the way to protect your peace is to shift your focus. This is the most powerful method I know of. When the one you love leaves you, it creates a void in your life, a hole in your heart. You keep falling in that pit. You need to fill that gaping hole somehow. It is not easy but it can be done. When their memories come knocking on the doors of your heart, shift your attention. If you can divert your thoughts at that time, gradually the imprints will become lighter, the intensity of their memories will start to diminish.

Two kids found a pouch containing fifteen silver coins. One had spotted it and the other had picked it up. Each claimed ownership of the find. This led to an argument and ultimately they approached the wise Mulla Nasruddin with their quandary.

“Hmmm…so you want me to resolve the matter?”
“Yes, please,” both said in unison.
“Alright, I’ll divide the coins between you two. But tell me, do you want me to do justice like a human or God?”
“Please do as God would.”
He counted the coins and gave twelve to one and three to the other. While they both stood there bewildered, said Mulla plainly, “That’s how He operates.”

Life can be unfair. When trying to forget someone, avoid any intellectual analysis like why it happened to you or how could they do this to you etc.. If you start to dissect, you will only sink in deeper.  Any cogitation will only depress you more, it will drag you back to the field of memories — and that’s exactly what we want to avoid here. Trust me on this one. Simply take your mind off.

Both love and hate fetter you. You cannot forget anyone by continuing to love or hate them. If you want to forget them, you must become indifferent towards them. You become indifferent when you rise above the duality of love and hatred. Both love and hate touch our heart, whatever touches our heart leaves an imprint on our mind. It is those imprints that make up our memory store. It is for this reason that Vedic and other spiritual texts preach one to remain even. Being even is a step higher than being indifferent. Because being even is being indifferent with compassion, with empathy.

The greater the number of memories you have with someone, the harder it is to move on. Because memories indicate a commitment of time. The number of memories is directly proportional to the amount of time you invested with the person. How big or how easily an investment can one write off varies from one person to another. You cannot erase a person from your mind by trying to not think about them.

To read the rest of this article go to http://omswami.com/2013/09/how-to-forget-someone.html

 

 

 

Sometimes Goodbye Is The Only Thing Left To Say

I have thought long and hard about us P. I really believe it’s not what you want or will ever want. I don’t know if you are just too damaged from years of abuse n manipulation or you’re brain is too addicted to the cycle of abuse. Yes it changes your brain like porn does so that you crave the narcissistic abuser.

All I know is yes we had a very special and deep love once. But it’s been 7 long months and you were ready, willing and able to put that love, the only real love u ever had, in a box. That’s unforgivable and it hurt me way too much. 

You are addicted to thinking u love a manipulative, selfish narcissistic woman who can never and will never be capable of real love, affection or intimacy. That is not going to make you happy but it will make you miserable. 

I know now that whatever we had or could’ve had is over and dead. You actually said u wished I was 35!?! What the hell is wrong with you? Oh yes let me keep waiting for you to get your head out of your ass for a few more years lol. NO!!!!!

I actually had this nightmare of you finally leaving and then months later telling me you need to date other women your Mom set you up with. And I realized if I’m not the woman in your heart now? Then I never will be nor do I choose to be someday in the future. 

I choose (Hubby) 100% now and forever. He is what I want and what I need. He is stable and doesn’t mentally abuse me. He adores me. Get it? You are very damaged and I feel so sorry about that. But you had the love of a good woman n you chose to crawl back to a bad one. 

Now you are free to live an unsatisfying life full of childish games, tricks, and manipulations. Or you can find the strength, determination and backbone I always believed you had and free yourself once and for all from this pathetic excuse for a marriage.  Either way I wish you well but I do not want you in my life for any reason or at any time.

I know it will hurt a little and I do miss you but it is what is best for ME. Please do not respond to this message. I don’t want to continue any sort of relationship of any kind with you. Respect my wishes and stay away permanently. You destroyed what we shared and there is absolutely nothing left to salvage. All you did in the end was hurt me over and over again. THAT is NOT LOVE it’s sick!

I am going where the love is. Love, not suffering. My man loves me and he loves that I talk, write and think too much. He values me and that is what makes me happy. I was wrong about us and wrong about you. I thought you were stronger and that you would love me and we would be so happy together touching feet. I hope you find that simple love again one day. 

And I hope you find a woman who can accept all your issues, problems, quirks, anxieties and love them like I did once. Because they were a part of you and I loved each fussy, hairy inch lol. I hope you feel like you’re home when you are inside her like you did with me. 

I even loved your kids because they were the most important thing to you. I wanted to show (daughter) she could be loved for who she is inside and show her she would never be abandoned even though her Mom is different and not like loving, caring Moms and that she was ok and it had NOTHING to do with her. I wanted to discuss literature and philosophy with (son). And I love board games.

This is the last contact I will have with you. I do not want to speak to you, see you, or even hear your name again. You have made your bed so lie in it. If you love me please just let me go!